白痴～！干麻来看啦！？

hey, this is 4am in the morning. And i cant get myself to sleep.

hrmm..4hrs more is time for me to go working. Wondering How my face will become by the day time. like ’shyt ?

bloging..hmp, is really not wad i used to do. im just Boring.

okay. sitting here thinking wad i should type into my blog is driving me crazy. im gonna make things simple .

To

• ah Li : nowdays u paktoh, most of the time u spend at ‘hill top’ only.when r u cuming down luk 4 us to chitchat n shopping like b4 ohh? miz u la.
• ah Burn : Oii..Burn~ , choose ur man wisely ah. hahaha~
• ah Yuan : Gambate in ur career !  Ur ‘pooh bear’ will owes bside u
• ‘ahmad’ : u wont notice i wrote sumtin to u ..haha..so i can say watever i wan. To you— ” i really Beh Song u !!!! “
• Roland : nice person. nice to meet u.
• ‘M & D’ : ASK politely or Dont ask!
• Ning : hope to see u one day.
• DI DI : sorry tat din reply ur msg this often , hope u dont mind. i will look for u when u come bek!

last To Steph .. im glad u came into my life, i will love u with all my heart , caring  n sharing , try my best to listen to u . Be with u, i never regret.

…..4:35 am. finally im getting sleepy le. WHer’s My Sofa..?

=”= zzZ

叛逆无罪！叛逆万岁！！
（丑死了）

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆。。

最近老是聊到朋友的春天，跟谁啦什么的。。。
想到自己也就只谈过那么一次的恋爱，没问题吗？
五年说长不长，短也不短。。能肯定它就是我的MR RIGHT ?
很多都问我不觉得可惜么，就只有过一个男朋友，他真的酱好么？
要是有一天真的无法继续。。我想，我一点也不觉得可惜。。
毕竟我们都是真心的，以后的事谁也无法预测，是真心的就够了

到哪里去一个一个选啊。。谈恋爱像去菜巴刹买菜么~

唉。。（是就好咯…………）呵呵

被你那么一提
我才发现自己静了许多。
原来，时间久了，我也开始把自己忘了。
是什么时候开始沉默不语了。。

不知不覺都過了五個月了，該走的都走了．．．
我很想念當時的校園生活。
喀喀喀．．大家一起做敝。蝦密patern都有．
還有我們班最出命的，搶鏡頭拍照。臭本敬，狗江，華實跟火材龍那幾個人。每次沒擋人好想那里不對釀！
由其是光龍，明明就擋不了一個舜玉就不要出來sia soi 了麻~喝喝喝．
“有傷人之言請不要戒意．．” >////<”
班上有一個人其實很讓我感到目登口呆的也~知到欣塋吧？不要看他平時靜２的勒。有听過” 身長”不露嗎？？呵呵．．他比班上的那個女生還會大炮。講一句就可致我於笑死地。OMG~
還有就是沁穎。最多事的人。被人爽最多的也是他。。。艾亥亥，總之啥都跟他有關啦！
本人再次說明，沒有任何傷人之言，也沒任何傷人之意。
再說，握真的真的，有真無假的，很想大家！！！那你們有啥想我呢？？？
好寂寞噢。。:..O
雁亭我想你，ah burn 我想你，美星凱應巧為親蠅經營會靈菜泥興螢順育界迎喵喵。kanasai力气原蜂瓶慣花實為森九榮起要佩根湖號艷張笑影凱龍火才龍笨進啊福ji我很想你!!!還有很多我忘了名字的不要緊張。我記得的時後會再補回去！ ,,^ o ^,,

One day, when i was working at my company as usual.
i saw an old lady coming up from the lift just in front of me.
she has a grey curly hair and wearing a white dress.
her hand was holding a pink plastic bag.
she went into some other shop after she come up here,and come out with a very slow motion. Every movement, every steps she takes reminds me of my dearest Grandmother.
At last, she approached my shop when i didn’t notice it.
I first heard a very soft, heart acheking voice came from my back.
She was saying" miss.. miss…can you buy a medicine from me? i have no money..miss miss…pls..can you buy from me..? "
i turn around and look at her, i didn’t answer her. i was busy .
So i shake my head to her, but it was the hardest thing i ever did !!
And so she slowly walked away into the shop nearby.
i continue doing my work but her voice kept spinning in my mind. I felt like my heart is breaking. she is too pity, i should help her…
I cant stop myself thinking about her.
i put my work aside and go out to look for her.
i found her standing inside the wilson bakery shop. i was watching her outside.
The people inside just ignore her, and some just hide inside the kitchen.
know what i felt seeing this?  Man~ Where is the love? !
i walk towards her when she comes out and first i ask her " what medicine did u sell?"
then that voice..that heart breaking voice came out answering me " i have no money.. i have no money..pls." Wah~ i cant stand it .
So i said i buy one from you.i gave her RM 10 but i didnt took her thing.
i felt so so sorry tat is all i can help. if i have a hundred..i will give her too.
I saw her skinny old hand, i knew she was sick,some kind of deaseas. she barely have a few fingers. POOR AH MAH~~
that night ,i pray for her. i hope her sleep well, eat well, and happy always.
( Thats it, if any person saw these poor people, pls give them a hand.Giv ur LuV!~)
* peace yo"ll*                  ^o^                                    -shit-

i finally decided to create a blog, becoz eversince i finished my highschool,THINGS CHANGE.
and it change a lot. and all this while i had been through i found out that i had so much things to say…but what i did is stuff them all deep inside my heart…and now i think i just cant hide them anymore. im a person who really doesnt like to say out my true feelings,even my best best friend( sorry ali, sometimes i really cant tell you what im relly thinking about). i guess im just a person who is faking it all this long..
Sometimes i feel lonely…